Reflections on Summer

As I sit here in mid-July, I find myself reflecting on these past two months. There have been many things on my summer to-do list that I haven’t yet accomplished:

• working on math flash cards with the littles
• teaching Brie to cook a few meals
• imposing a daily schedule of chores and activities for everyone to follow
• completing CEU hours for my job

So many things that have been left undone. And I’m running out of time. I find myself  mourning the imminent loss of summer and the feelings of failure for all the things I wanted to do.

But then, in His goodness, the Lord brings to mind what I have accomplished:

• watching the joy on my children’s faces as they frolicked in the ocean’s waves
• pulling a child close as I wiped her tears
• taking my oldest on her first driving experience
• enjoying endless hours playing new games with the littles
• taking time to listen as one child excitedly explains a new video game
• going on family hikes
• spending a restful week at home with my husband without our children
• hanging out with extended family
• splashing in the pool and cheering as my youngest learned to swim
• celebrating the milestone of losing a first tooth

These acts may not feel like accomplishments. But they are. They show those closest to me that they are cherished and loved.

As I watch an old friend mourn the recent loss of her husband, attempting to lead her children on a new path without their cherished father, as I watch another family who has been devastated by frightening news, I am reminded once again how important it is to live where my feet are planted. To be preoccupied, not with my phone or my to-do list, but with those right in front of me.

During these last few days of summer, in the midst of back-to-school preparations and hectic moments, I want to hold dearly to my family. I want to treasure the time I have with them, and appreciate the lazy days of games and conversations and long walks.

Father, I don’t want to take what You have given me for granted. Help me to live where my feet are planted, cherishing each moment. Because all too soon, seasons will change, children will grow up, and life can quickly transform. Thank you, Lord, that You never change. Amen.